Saturday, June 5, 2010

Week in Seven Words #18

diminution
I no longer admire her. I acknowledge her achievements, I respect her work and intelligence, but in certain ways - through carelessness, unthinking conformity, and a disregard for conscientious inquiry - she has diminished herself. Probably not to most people who know her - she's the same to them; but to me she's different now, a knowledge I hold to myself quietly and tiredly.

fireflies
When I walk home in the dark, fireflies tap at my elbows.

schlepp
Tote bags, grocery bags, a cart, multiple trips to the grocery store, then to the community house where I'm throwing this meal (I don't know how many people will show up, only that it will be more than the number who said they're coming) - and it feels good later on to just sit and watch everyone chatting and eating; getting a few quiet 'thank you's and some help cleaning up doesn't hurt either.

soothing
Vanilla yogurt on thin wafers - a cold sweet treat for a hot afternoon.

transported
My feet insist on walking. Across one river, beside another, down streets with cobblestones and giant flower pots, bright window shutters, fan-shaped windows, fountains, flower baskets hanging over painted doors, memorials, wreaths, sun and shadow, horses clopping, beds of crisp green grass. Different neighborhoods disclose secrets to me, down side streets that are still and golden.

untangle
There's a point where I can't stay at my desk anymore; the doubt has pressed in deep, and my thoughts have tangled up in absurdities. I head out, go to a quieter place where the traffic noise is muffled and the smell of grass and clover is intense. A few minutes after I leave, one of the problems resolves and the tension in me eases.

whirl
The fun of washing dishes past midnight, when I'm sleepy and a little swimmy with drink. The water whooshes into and over the pots, plashing and singing, racing in a bright stream.

6 comments:

naida said...

I always enjoy your word posts.
I like diminution and can totally relate to schlepp :)
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John Hayes said...

What a wonderful amalgam this week-- I especially like "fireflies," "transported" & "whirl." I miss fireflies--we don't have them in the west.

Crystal Calliope said...

Diminution. Ouch. Also my favorite, go figure.

Relyn said...

I keep telling you, but I adore this. Adore it...

diminution - quietly and tiredly... I can see it. I can feel your disappointment.

fireflies - that is the most perfect firefly image I've ever encountered

schelpp - one of my favorite words; I'm a big, big schlepper
So, What did you cook? See? I told you I was a nosey parker.

soothing for me this week, it was a nap that was the most soothing

whirl I love the way you find joy in little thing. Like me. Like so many bloggers I know.

HKatz said...

I'm happy you've all stopped by and commented; thank you.

Diminution took the longest to write.

And the fireflies - it's funny, I barely noticed them that night until they were brushing up against me.

For the meal, I cooked and prepared different Mediterranean foods; and everything was vegetarian.

I love the way you find joy
Writing these every week helps me focus on that too, for sure.

Lucy said...

'Diminution' is oddly comforting. I see that perhaps most of us are holding something or things like that to ourselves, quietly and tiredly, and we can do it. It costs, but perhaps the alternative costs more, and acknowledging it is a relief.

I like 'transported' too, I enjoy the things you see.